Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Phew.. O level results be out soon mann.. Aiya.. No use fretting over it since its already done. But ishk.. can't act normal anymore. Its like a slip of paper that will determine my future luh! Aight.. What did I do today?!
I spend my day painting doors? gosh.. Daddy is like.. so.. eee... complaining about how badly done it was! nvm.. excellence.. hahahaha... I have been feeling wierd this few days.. Its like.. just something in my life.. that is so different.. I find myself praying at wierd hours and wierd timing.. Like praying when i was bathing.. and ended up bathing for an hour? and.. praying at 2am in the morning?!
But I know.. God's about to do something in my life.. Anyway, yesterday PACEMAKER's section had a prayer meeting.. It was a prayer in regard to the sermon Ps Daniel preached : FIRST THINGS FIRST - prayer to bind the strong man. It was a led by the Spirit prayer meeting. I was rather surprise.. to find ourselves not praying for our outreaches which we planned initially.. We ended up with first dealing our hearts. I ended up praying with fear. Real fear of the Lord.. Why? I was simply afraid that those things from me were not from God. We ended the 4 hours prayer meeting with a prayer only if u mean it.. Meaning, pray for the outreach only if u mean it. Just as that, I know, that this season, God will not allow me to throw my sheep alone in Broadrick. But me, to Broadrick..
Hmmnz.. Its a prayer time now!
Father, teach me to see others higher than myself. Teach me to esteem others higher than myself. Father I pray that I will never have pride in me. That no longer eyes that see people below me. But Father I pray You give me eyes to see others above me. Remove all prides and place in me humility!
In Jesus Name,
Amen
