Sunday, February 4, 2007
PheeYoO.. its a tiring day.. was late for usher duty today.. reached church at 8am when i was suppose to be there at 7.30am... but well.. it was fun serving today.. Saw Pastor Sharon sharing in the Children's church.. Saw the little David's mighty man there.. I was then thinking.. Why aren't they listening? I mean.. some were.. but others weren't.. And I was thinking of that.. I thought to myself.. I won't waste my breath talking if they don't want to listen.. haha.. that explains why I am not in children's ministry..
Somehow, I know.. that Ps Sharon will feel happy one day.. Seeing kids who were once in children's ministry glorifying God in different ways.. And praising God that she did not regret setting these foundations on them...
Anyway, 3rd service was speechless.. I can't describe how it was like unless you were there.. God did a deep work in my heart.. and when i go home.. i told myself to respond to God during QT.. but then.. again.. I said.. NO! why? becos I want to respond when I don't go back on my words.. 1 week! I told myself.. If 1 week.. and I am still serious.. Then only I know.. that I am really all out for that..
Dear Sheeps/cell members.. Real sorry that I didn't fellowship with you guys today.. Honestly, I feel really bad.. Not even having the chance to talk to my own sheeps.. But well.. its gotta be like that once a month!
And oh yeah.. I think I'm crazy.. cos I'm gona resign tmr.. WHY?! because I begin to really realise.. It's sabbath day.. Or perhaps.. It's because I missed the soccer match! haha.. yeah.. Singapore win.. Ohleh Ohleh Ohleh Ohleh! No la.. but somehow I feel unease the idea of working there.. it was a fun place.. but I feel really unease as though God wasn't please.. And yepp.. It's confirm now.. that I resign.. God.. May the manager not be unhappy.. but who cares.. haha.. Amen!
