Friday, June 8, 2007
I never realise the existence of Giving my best till recently.. and as I was listening to it just now I was like.. Ooh!! I found my love!! It's in BAHASA.. grrr.. the malay blood of me inside seems like it will never be gone.. haha.. it's like when i was listening to the song SAMPAI.. it sounds so much like Cenderawasih, Peterpan and everything. And, i just love them.. Then start recalling the past when i was performing them and listening to the malay music.
I MUST learn Bahasa well, anyone can teach me? Then I can go Indon!! haha.. my desired place.. Indon is so cool.. But i've never been there before.. grrr..... Yesus, Cinta padamu! Kalau awak nak Yesus masok life awak! Cekap prayer ini ngan saya!
Yesus, Saya tahu awak mati FOR? saya. Saya nak awak masok life saya. Kawan ngan saya. Kalau Saya sedih, Awak boleh CONSOLE? saya. Kalau Saya tak tahu buat macam ape, Awak boleh SHOW? saya THE WAY?. NAMA YESUS, AMEN.
Haha.. see.. my melayu so CMI, so SIngapore and so horrendous.. grrr....
I think it's time to step into authority.. no use giving in already. I see so many times like.. it's not that the thing keep coming to u.. it's like u sticking to them. and giving in and pampering you will only make you worst. Lord, teach me how!! I don't want this soul to be gone. But I guess as much as I dont want, it's all still up to that soul whether he wants to get his life right or not. I realise I'm starting to give up. I've already tried. Is there still other things I can do?
haikz...
