Sunday, June 3, 2007
I've just been back from retreat with Ps Paul Geerling. It was good. I came to realise that there is no need to enforce in those RULES and REGULATIONS when all in the retreat are leaders. So slack.. haha.. we sleep late..wake up late... attend session.. eat... play.. eat.. attend session.. sleep.. play... hahaha
Those who missed the retreat.. too bad.. it was beyond just the fun and everything. It was about entering into a different realm with God. It was the first time I have my own altar call after service back in my own room.. haha.. God was preparing me for something different. God can be beyond room, auditorium. God can speak outside too. God can minister to us anywhere and in whatever situations
But to this 2 guys.. Want you to know. No matter what.. No matter what people will say about whatever you do. Don't let them affect you. Look unto what God wants you to do and not men. Men looks at our appearance but God sees our heart.
I was crying not because I was disappointed with you. But because God was speaking and telling me that He wants you to step out and crossover. He wants you to stand out from the crowd and walk the way He wants. And He wants me to lead you to the ways of God and to the place where He wants you to be in. And I was asking God how can I be used? How to bring you to a place of no return. Such a decision that there is no back out.
And I want you to know, If God is for you, who shall be against you. At many times, how much these verses are true, depends on how much you stand upon it and believe in it. Do you believe in it?How much faith to believe in it?
Just want you to know that no matter what, there is always still a heart here crying and say Lord, bring them into a higher place with you! I believe in your life and I know you will truely be someone God use greatly. Never give up.
Remember this: Be Strong and Courageous, for the Lord your God is with You! This is what i learnt in the retreat. Know that in whatever situation. God will always not only stands by you. But carry you when you are on the verge of giving up!
Grr.. My prayer is that, this intimacy, this new experience that I have will not just diminish. But Lord, I pray.. A thought which leads to action and to habit and finally to character. Lord, I pray.. develop this thought to a habit and to a character.
In Jesus Name,
Amen
