Saturday, June 9, 2007
Today, I begin to realise how much words mean. How much weight it carries.
To see the things unseen? Which means to carry the burden of it when God shows them to you.
Break my heart the way it break Yours? which means the pain which you will face.
Such reality! These words really carries alot of weight. It's like once you said it, it's marked down. I can testify to it. Sometime ago, i was saying Lord, I want to know You more. And about me was Lord, INTIMACY! INTIMACY! Lord, Hear the whispers of Your heart. And finally, here it comes.. During Leaders retreat. God expanded my heart. It was this pain, this hurt that is so in me. And that's the heart of Jesus.
Today, a cry in me says Lord, find a broken vessel! And Lord, I want Lord! I want Lord to be such a broken vessel before You. Not just a vessel that is empty before You but a broken heart that cries out Lord!!!! A combination of broken heart and empty vessel.
Father, let thy will be done and not mine.
God's grace grace and grace have always been so abundant upon one part of my life. But God, I pray, let me not take it for granted. Let it do more works for Your kingdom.
Teach me to love the unloveable. Teach me to do things right. Teach me to do things like Jesus. WWJD.. wow, what a term that's not been used for sometime. What Would Jesus Do? Show me Lord, things of Your perspective.
In His Name,
Adin Barnabas
